Derp.

Blogging is a great activity, but only periodically. Which is why I decided to finally start it up once more. It's not an absolute addiction, yet it's quite fun, so why not? Well, I'm finally a senior, that's pretty interesting seeing that Kindergarten felt as if it was last week -- marching around in little paper plate hats that we made in class, and now I'm going to be going to Prom, be presidents of things, get first dibs and it's strange. That whole status switch, not seeing people that I'm used to seeing every day for years on end, and now I am honored to watch their right of passage in a few hours (after cleaning my room, which I'm procrastinating on). So many things have happened. Things that have clearly made me happy and others that are quite difficult to go through. Like my grandfather and grandmother not being there for me to graduate high school or get into College, yet, like Phil Collins wrote for the movie Tarzan, they will forever and always be in my heart and a part of me. As well for the whole meaning to why I actually felt like writing on here once more, pointless romance as a teenager. Something we all long for in a weird sense, yet it's all such a tease and a cat-and-mouse game...why try? Sure, those with Boyfriends or Girlfriends are lucky. Yet, will they last? Statistics for that are actually quite low. Those that are together now are going to breakup, yet they are enjoying the ride, which is just fine. Yet, as time progresses and more boys file through (yes, boys...not 'men'), it's easier to realize the reality that is eventually going to come true. That reality being, I don't want a boyfriend nor need it at the moment. Which means: No. Boys at school. I don't like you. Only friends. As well as boys everywhere, I can't count on my two hands and ten fingers how many of those boys have come up to me after the fact and told me that they did somewhat fancy me around the same time I did. At this point, it's simply not worth it UnlessyouareacertainpersonthatgoestoadifferentschoolandisfriendswithRachel..thenitscoolCallMeMaybe..UnlessyouareHarryStylesaswell.Then.CallMeMaybe So. Happy Summer!