Friday, November 19, 2010

Bazingah.
That was fantastic.
I am going to marry Daniel Radcliffe.
End of story.
Sorry boys.
I love him.
10 years worth of love.

I cried. Laughed. Saw it multiple times. Different seats. IT was amazing. I just can't tell you everything that happened. You have be mature as you come into the movie theatre and see it though. You can't be a crazy teenager. If you miss one thing, you are screwed. And sometimes their speech and diction isn't the greatest. So. My #1 advice. PAY ATTENTION.
"I think Hermione is on her period"-Me "Do witches get those?!"-Helena XD
we had fun
I had fun with Anna too<3
Yes.
Greatness.

So. this is going to be one of the last blogs for awhile, so I am going to talk and leave you on a somewhat depressing note. No, there isn't a daily class thing today, due to the fact school wasn't very exciting.

Things have been going on in my life. For awhile. Harry Potter was a nice 2.5 hour release, I am about to go on a 7 day release with JULIIAAA HANSENNNN :D
You have no idea how stoked I am to be away from Oceanside for a week....not like I don't love you all or anything...I just....Need to get my head screwed on again.
iTunes says: Lousy Truth-NeverShoutNever.
People know what has been happening, I don't blame anyone. Take anysides I like hearing both. Honestly.
But, I have been told I need to talk to the guy of this situation. I'm not sure what to say , So. Here is what I was planning on saying.
over a phone call. or just here is what I feel like. Whatever you want to interpret it as.

Haylo. Well, I am pretty sure you were aware that I kinda, sorta, had a thing for you. Yeah. I declined every time to protect myself. I have been hurt by a certain douchebag in the past that is currently living in a boot, I didn't want that to happen again. So everytime you asked your friend, she asked me what she should say. I told her no. That I only thought you were cute, unfortunately, that opinion remains vaild...even now. I have heard recently that you might've liked me a little. I feel awful that I never knew. My liking for you has grown, and your liking for my best friend has grown as well. She fancies you, I totally understand that. I respect that as well. So, I am trying not to like you, so I don't betray nor hurt her. For the sake of your relationship that is between you and my best friend that is going to happen. I really don't mind chatting about her with you. But, it's ackward sometimes. Really. It is. You nail her personality on the head occasionally, when you worried about something happening. I really would like to hear the straight truth from you, and not anyone else. I still believe I am in like with you, but honestly, its hard to "unlike" you. Now, don't get full of yourself with that comment neither. I am saying that because I have had my eye on you for longer than you are aware of. You are awesome. You possess traits that I look for in a male companion...that sounded like I called you a dog..disregard that statement. I am trying to compliment you and your personality. Now, I would like for you to go with her. I don't want this to affect your relationship with her or our friendship that is blooming. I respect you and you call me a close friend. And that is all that this is. Friendship. I get it. Now, I am leaving on my cruise, I'll help you with the musical. Any part that you want. Not necessarily the part that us girls are looking at you for. If you like that part fine. You are capable of anything you put your mind to.
So. End of Story. I am leaving for a week, Happy belated birthday. Sorry I can't be there for your party, thanks for inviting me too. Go with her. You both will be happy together once the time comes.
I'll talk and see you when I get back.

Now. I am not sure what you thought of that. I am not sure if he even reads this, or if she does. Yet. this was my own venting session. I dont want to cry over this human, It isn't worth it for me. Not for me. This seems like a NEXT TO NORMAL moment. I am going to sleep soon. I need it. My head is about to s'plode.

That is not who I was talking about, yet.
this is someone I adore. He is great.
Matt House everyone.

Reden, If you read this. I am sorry for what happened earlier this year. I understand how it feels and I am sorry if I ever distraught you. I totally understnad how it feels now...well I did before, but this one is hard. I am glad you found someone new that you like, and they fortunately like you back. Go for it. It is a rare thing. I became aware of that in middle school.
End of line people, Romance sucks.
Its a rare occiasion when someone likes you back. I just want to know who i get married to in the future....oh wait I know who


Daniel Radcliffe.

Goodnight Lovely Readers<3
Mrs. Daniel Radcliffe.
Our offspring are going to be gorgeous, talented and TINY.
(:

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