I have gotten myself into

TROUBLE.

Since I have gotten myself into a mess. This week is going to be miserable. Thanks Dad. I really appriciate all you do for me. <-- that's sarcasm. This "lie", that isn' that big of a deal, has cost me things that I love. Friends, fun. I really loathe you. I have spent most of today crying. That what love is. Hurt.

I ALSO 

Formally apologize to everyone that I have lied to, which is most of you. Something came over me. I'm not even sure what that "thing" is. I lied. I have been lying. To every one of you. Even my closest friends.

and the thing is. I NEVER HAD A "BOYFRIEND"

People that knew me well enough knew something was up. Facebook shouldnt tell you what to believe.

Something is wrong with me, and I realize this. I need a break. I need to be "normal" , or just isolated from the Drama Room.

That boyfriend thing was an experiment. But, I really never lied about Matt House. He...I don't know how to describe him.

He is Matthew.

That , above, was him and I at my 13th birthday party in 8th grade.

Now, you have an idea of what I constantly  talk about.

TRUTH IS:

I am over boys. I like being in my world of theatre. and friends. and alice ripley. This was a blog to get my feelings out for the day.

"You lie, you get in trouble; you tell the truth, you get in trouble"-Disney Channel

^^^^

that is what its like for me right now.

grr.

ON THE BRIGHTSIDE

It finally ends tonight.
:D
Drew Roy is also on this episode. which makes it 10x better to watch. only a matter of minutes. woo!

I'm not even sure if anyone reads this.
But if you do. I'm sorry.