Music Aids. It's helping me through troubles that I have caused for myself. Blogging is also quite awesome.
But, a recent memory came up...I was deep thinking as I was driving home.

I was overcome with the thought of loosing.

I am going to loose.

WHY?

Because, I happen to believe in this thing. This thing is something that is actually a good rule.

Yet, I'd rather not disclose it. Because that would give this whole "mysterious" thing away. JA.

I am going to loose b/c of this rule. Some things are NOT fair.

But. I am trying to stay tranquil. Even though it makes me sad. I will never have a shot b/c my friend has said thing in her pathway. its ok. It's fine. It reminds me of my philosophy:

BOYS AND CHILDREN RUIN CAREERS.

The thing(s) that made my day:

My mom texting me her forgiving words...just so you alll know she didnt care b/c my grades are awesome!

And seeing 2 certain boys ...one I saw ALL DAY<3

and the other crashed my spanish class.

Pretty nice.

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I was telling my sister about this, and everytime I ran into one , I went MMM to her.

So she basically said that my day was MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

XD

shes a funny one. So, now I am going to go study my lines for tomorrow and youtube. night all(:

Nevershoutnever | I Love 5  (p.s. reden is so so so so cool)